Last night was amazing :) I am so glad I finally found someone who is sweet and funny, who takes me as I am and loves me for me. Last night I went out on a date with this guy and everything went amazing, it might not have been an ideal first date but it was a fun one. I never thought I would like someone as much as I do wit him even when I met him online!
He is sweet funny loves to be him self no mater what it is.. I have to say after talking to him for the last 2 months I love him, I love everything about him <3
Me and my best friend, sister, and companion. She has been there for me through everything. She had to be put down this week and after having her for 12 years she was the best dog ever.. today was the first time I’m my 16 years I have never seen my dad cry…
She always came to our deffence when we needed it. Today a kid was mocking me because she died and I almost drop kicked him. She was family
Rip Britta I love you
I want the pain to go away I want to be happy again like when I was little… depression has taken over my life and I don’t think there is no turning back.. not now at least
Well had my surgery yeasterday and more the 6 hours in the hospital.. I’m home now and doing fine but now I have off of school and work all week this week… Guessing no money for me this time around just great :(
Oh yeah your cool! Threatening your boyfriends ex just because you don’t like her.. Well guess what idc if your with them idc if you don’t like me but hunny I just hope you know that if you make another threat to me I’m going to the police because honestly I don’t need your shit with the rest of the crap life is throughing my way!
So I just wish you would leave me alone
Omg my dad called me!! I haven’t talked to him in 4 years and today’s my little sisters b-day I can’t wait to see her this weekend :)
Killing thoughts…
The thought that run through my head.. Wanting to kill me. I can’t take all the stress of like in general. Ya comeing to be way to much and I can’t handle it… My real dad don’t want me.. My parents can’t stand each other… And my school and personal life is for shit.. Why am I even in this world why is it that I am so miserable and depressed all the time… I just wish I could just make all this pain end and make everyone happy.. Because to me I’m simply in the way… But right now the only people I’m staying alive for is my friends who loves me more then I love my self sometimes…
Ok just because I can drive doesn’t mean I’m going to waist my day driving your ass across the state of Wisconsin to see some boy you met online, I’m sorry but I’m not your damn shofer and I sure the fuck wouldn’t no matter how much money you gave me for gas it’s not fucking happening!!!!
In love
Call me crazy but I think I’m in love with my boyfriend. He makes me happier then anyone that I know I trust him more then the other guys I dated and I have never had the feeling that I get with him with the others.. He’s amazing he loves me for me and not just for sex.. And no I haven’t had sex with him.. There’s no pushing with him.. I can look my worst and he will still call me beautiful .. Honestly I love him so much! :)
